Car - Just feel I am so annoying...

Ehh...
I don't know le...
I also don't hope things always happen like that,
I don't understand why my brother can't fetch me home from station...
This is not the first time,
also not everytime,
but is most of the time...
I am not asking him to fetch me on time,
but ask him fetch me after he done his work...
What is the matter make him so busy?

Not asking him to fetch me everyday,
but maybe once or twice per week...
Still remember last time he had make a promise to our dad,
he want to move house,
but that place don't have any LRT station near by,
have to take taxi or car to reach the nearest station,
he promise my dad he will fetch me go to station and back from station - everyday.
Somemore the car that he using is my dad bought for him de...
mean he should have the obligation to fetch me.
For sure that I will be understanding to his position,
not always asking him to fetch me everyway anytime which is nonsence.

Me : goh goh, gim nyit ngi de mm de zong ngai fong gong?

Brother : ai yah... zo mai ngi mui bai du he coi ngai mm de han ge si hiu hem ngai zong ngi ge...
nya lam pen yiu mm de han meh?

Me : gi mm de han.

Brother : hai, qing ngan ngai zoi da bin ngi.

Me : mm.

====== After 2 mins ======

Brother : Har lo. ngi ci ha zoi mun nya lam pen yiu ko mm ko yi zong ngi kon?

Me : ah. mm!! mm!! mm!! ok.

Duu.. duu.. duu.. duu...

Me : ......

Hai...
How?
sob...
Need to ask my bf whether he can fetch me or not...
I know he feel hard to reject since I maybe no people fetch me home + I am his gf,
What to do?
If I take taxi home my brother sure say me again,
cos if my parents know I take taxi home,
then my brother might kena lecture by parents.

Bf also need time to accompany his parents de ah...
For now he is just my bf,
not my husband yet,
how can I always ask ppl's son to fetch me here and there?

Now my mind keep thinking buy car buy car buy car,
move house move house move house,
but thinks...
hai...
should I buy a car?
brother keep ask me to buy a car,
he talk so easy...
cos the car he is using now is not pay by him.
Dad pay de le!!

Now feel sad sia...
At office now,
cannot cry...
I haven't call back my brother yet to tell him that my bf will fetch me home later,
feel not happy to call him back,
我不甘心...
為何感覺好像沒人要載我回家?
我真的很不想麻煩男朋友,
他不是我的司機,
現在也不是我的丈夫...
maybe for some other ppl's thinking - bf fetch gf is for sure,
but me personaly thinking is "not".
the world is fair...
is fair!!
let's say gf be bf driver,
everyday driving him here and there,
izzit any problem?
I don't think have right...
But most of the people can't get use to it,
then will say the bad things about the boy like no use, not a good bf.
blablabla...

Like in Japan,
mostly is girl give boy flower,
boy make up out for shopping, function, blablabla..
also normal things.
That's their style in Japan.
Nothing weird.

I am out of topic edi.

Hai...
Now my mode better liao bah,
gonna make a call to my brother liao. /pif
I really don't hope this things happen again...
or else better take taxi home without let him know.
Don't like to make ppl feel that I am annoying.
Stay at office better. /pif
mad jor...



2:24pm
23rd February 2006 (Thursday)
at office
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Happy belated Chap Goh Meh and Happy belated Valentines Day

Happy belated Chap Goh Meh and Happy belated Valentines Day.

Very busy. ><"
Take care all,
take care me. @@"

*sick flu* ><"



10:53am
15 February 2006 (Wednesday)
Office
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農曆新年快樂~

今天是年初九,
天公旦,
也可以說是福建人的新年,
我是福建人喔~ ^^

上個星期六已經回到了基隆坡,
就是為了今天,
上班...

想一想,
一年才回家鄉一次,
一年才見父母三四次,
要時我人生永遠都是這樣,
那還得了?
很想做回自由業,
任和時候都可以回家,
時間完全是自己安排,
可是...
我沒有那種天份,
不然收入就會不穩定.

農曆新年,
過的還好,
還滿充實的,
只是有一樣東西不是我想像中的那樣,
就是睡覺,
在基隆坡的日子,
每一天的早起去上班,
除了星期六和星期日.
本來還以為回到了家鄉可以睡多一些,
回到家鄉第一天早上,
七時正起床,
每一天就是如此早起,
除了一天是十時半起床.

今年拍了很多新年照片,
遲些才貼上. ^^

啊...
還有一件事,
今年公司沒有 "花紅",
我才加入公司半年而已,
或許沒有 "花紅" 是合理的吧?
但我聽我身邊的同事們說,
公司從來沒有給過 "花紅",
為公司做了那麼多,
賺了那麼多,
辛苦了那麼多,
加班了那麼多,
熬夜了那麼多,
去年才得一封馬幣一百元的紅包,
今年更慘,
才馬幣五士元的紅包.
我才工作半年而已,
或許我甚麼可說的,
但為公司辛苦了一年兩年的同事又如何說呢?
可憐...
也許應該找更好的工作?

老闆就是老闆,
是吝嗇的老闆...
不懂我們有多辛苦,
也不懂的慰勞我們,
沒有 "花紅" 沒關係啦,
加點薪也沒有,
隨便分馬幣五十元的紅包來打發我們.
要是一輩子都是這樣,
那就不用想得到更好的日子,
你只有一輩子做牛做馬,
三餐溫飽,
每個月的花費都是恰恰好,
沒有儲蓄...
你要這樣的日子嗎?
有谁不想擁有更好的生活?
pif!

好吧,
不寫了,
將會貼上我的新年照片喔~ ^^
拜拜.



10:53am
年初九
6th February 2006 (Monday)
公司
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Happy Chinese New year.

Juat back from my first home town - Sandakan.
Tire Tire...
Every Chinese New Year,
I was so busy...
busy...
Getting older,
and feel getting boring during Chinese New Year.
Not like when I was kids, teenage...
So happy for every chinese new year,
very happening and full of happiness.
But now different,
maybe after my grandmother house burn liao...
then all the relative getting move from there,
the place they live not that far from each other,
but compare with last time before the house get burn,
we need to drive car to each other house,
very tire and feel bore. ><"
Last time only walk 1 min can reach each other house,
kids, parents, uncles, aunties, relative can gether together every min.

Grandmother house was so big,
I love that house,
but then,
everything is gone...
maybe grandparents come back to get back their house? xx"
cos they don't like the new house that we burn for them at heaven? *hmm*

Really miss the old past time when before the house burn...
Haizz....
I hope I can get rich to built back the house,
and everyone can come to live there near by.
I like it,
cos the relationship can stand tight and long. /lv/lv
Grandpa, grandmom...
I miss two of you...
Happy Chinese New Year...




12:09pm
1st February 2006 (Wednesday)
At Tawau Home
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